Hello everyone! I hope you are doing well! As always I have not forgotten about this blog, my life is still fairly boring hence why there is no posts…
In a few months time however I will deffinetly have a lot more to write about! I guess I can catch you up on a bit of my life? I have been apart of the youth team in my church, I have been since December of last year. Quite frankly I don’t know if I can share much about that, safe guarding is a thing you see. Youth has been pretty intresting though.
There was a situation in my life (which has nothing to do with youth) that has been at the forefront of my mind. It’s been a very frustrating, confusing few months involving that. This is where the reason for this post comes in. I have a terrible habit of over thinking pretty much everything. It gets to the point where I quite literally can’t even sleep because my mind is so consumed with the situation.
I am being carefull with not making it obvious as to what the situation is, considering a few friends might read this. Anyway, I’m the type of person who needs to write things out in attempt to relieve myself of thoughts. Even as a kid I would write in my diary. It usually involved all the drama and such that went on in school, crushes I had on boys and fun days with friends.
I still have that diary to this day, I sometimes like to read back and laugh about all the things that meant a lot to me. All the heartbreaking crushes and petty fights with friends. In a way I still document my days with snapchat videos, I enjoy watching my mental breakdowns from 2 or more years ago.
Why am I saying this you ask? Well, I know with this current situation it will pass by and I’ll laugh about it in a few months. Right now whatever is consuming your mind, worries, stresses, fights, drama and whatever else there is bothering you, it all passes.
It might feel scary and intense right now, it might even feel like the end of the world! But it all passes, you will come out stronger and that is a fact. Correct me if I’m wrong but isn’t that comforting to know?
So next blog post I might write a storytime from my diary, some of the people I wrote about in my diary I am still friends with to this day, so I’ll be asking if it’s okay with them if I post it online, for all to see…
Stay safe everyone!
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