Ember G Writes

Hello again! I hope you’re all doing okay! The weather has been exceptional, its been sunny most days but also very hot!

Today I’ve been looking through emails, making lists and such. A few days ago I travelled to see some family friends, they actually only live about 45 minutes from where I’ll be living in September. My mum and I had a drive down to where I’ll be living, it was a bit of a dry run I guess?

The area is nice, it seems to be quiet which should be different. After that though we went to have a visit somewhere else, about an hour away from there. It was super hot, we had a walk along the river and watched people rowing and it was quite nice. We ate some nice food before driving back to my God parents, the steering wheel was a bit hot though!

Last week I had my last session of being a youth leader in my church before I move. It was really nice, it felt kind of weird knowing I won’t see them for a year or so. We had an awards ceremony which was good. The week before that we had a day away, safe to say it was chaotic.

I’m moving soon which is scary, I’ve been thinking about that on and off for the past few weeks, I’ve also had a fair few mental breakdowns to! I’ve felt fairly overwhelmed recently, I feel like I have lots to do in a small amount of time when I really don’t.

Things like, cooking, cleaning and budgeting, I feel like I can’t/don’t know how to do when in actual fact I do. It’s like a slow, steady panic building up, it’s managable right now but I feel like soon it’s all going to bubble over!

Let me know if you, yourself have felt like this before!