Ember G Writes

Hello everyone, I hope you had a wonderful new year! Have you stuck to your resolusions so far or have you broken any? If so let me know what they are!

Today’s blog is coming from my inner stresses and worries. Sometimes, things just get to much. Things do get tedious sometimes and it is more than ok to admit you are struggling. I have found that as I have been searching and applying to all the jobs – I do mean all, my worries and anxiety have been sky rocketing.

In turn the financial situation that I am in, well, lets just say I am very much stressed out. I was thinking about how ridiculous it actually is, how stressed I – and no doubt others become, due to finances. I have always been a saver and I probably will always be. I am annoyed with myself, not so much for being reckless with my money but not being completely wise…

I do have money coming, in a few days time so I am in the weird stage of having no money and money, if that makes sense? I still have no job and I can’t really give an update about my progress, there hasn’t been any unfortunately.

I woke up this morning in a fairly decent mood, I set out to be productive today and, as usual, I haven’t been. I take a while to get going with things and I guess today it is going to take me more than two hours to start being productive. Yes, I have been sat in the Library for two hours…

I had a whole list of things I wanted to tick off today but I think I’ll be, at most, able to squeeze out maybe two things on my list? I should really be making sure to be a bit more positive but I guess today is not my day. I nipped out to grab some lunch (and coffee) so I am feeling a lot more positive. Maybe it was hunger? Or lack of caffiene… I shouldn’t really be drinking coffee, it doesn’t agree with me but that doesn’t mean I don’t like coffee…

What have you been doing with your day? How have you been keeping motivated? If you are in the weird unemployed-nothing-going-on-limbo (like me) how are you filling your time?